Finally decided to get started on a new story,

I haven’t decided on a title but I’m really ready to start brainstorming up the characters, locations, storyline, and theme. I’m hoping to make it a trilogy :)

I love my girlfriend.

Zach’s probably never gonna see this, so yuhh. :) Juss sayin.

imlienhearmeroar asked: Why you love me? Why you no love sexy Mexican girl? Why you love fob? Why you so amazing <333333

te quiero porque me haces feliz y sexy chica mexicana no se que hacer <3

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that never blooms but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers; thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance, risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where, I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I don’t know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I nor you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

I love that poem,

It kind of describes how i feel about Lien. For all of you who don’t know who Lien is, well shes my girl friend. We’ve been talking straight for 10 months, it may not sound like an amazing feat but for us its been a trial of our patience. The only reason i stick around is the fact that I love her. Call it dumb, call it love, whatever, but i love her.Its weird, i never thought i would fall in love with her but, as she says, that’s why its called falling, you never know when it’ll happen but when it does you feel it. For the past ten months, this girl has taken over my life and i love it. We have so much fun together and when i’m not with her i’m so sad and depressed. I go over there almost everyday and the time i spend with her is amazing. Just laying there takes so much off my shoulders and makes my day a lot easier. To quote one of my top 5 rappers, “Shooting stars all around her, fire, comets
I could bring her through and shut them down, Onyx
no, you’re not imagining, they’re looking at you long stares
even though she’s standing out she looks like she belongs here
you feel the hours pass, until you find somethin’
I feel like when she moves – the time doesn’t” because when i am with her time slows down and lets us spend hours together as if they were minutes.

I <3 you baby :)

Dear love,

lienabobeanie:

I wish your feet were smaller, that way I could wear your kicks.

PS: We better be getting ice cream this weekend. I’m really looking forward to it.

We will definitely get ice cream :)))

I’m gonna go play basketball with my girlfriend.

MHHHHMMMMMMMM. :)

L!3N W@$ HURR @|$0
Oh snaps, I’m a G. 

School, insert extremely big sigh here, how i despise thee

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH……

Mr. H

One of the greatest men i know. I had a full one hour talk on the phone with him about philosophy, religion, and Sith lords. Judging a LD tourney at Mansfield HS this Saturday. First one in a long time, just happy to be back around debate,it’s been way too long.

I seriously feel like blowing out my own brains and hoping I live long enough after that to see them slide down the wall.

My girlfriend reminded me just how sad my financial status is. i have no job which means no money. I have no money which means no gas, which i am slowly running out of, and no insurance, which means I’m driving illegally everywhere. I’m like my father which means I’m a bum and a loser. Sigh, that’s all i can do. Sigh, sigh, sigh.

Ya’ Know

I really haven’t been disappointed with myself in the past few years until now. I always knew i was some what intelligent but I truly haven’t shown it. I’ve been missing class, not studying and just not taking life seriously. I’m not a kid anymore but I continue to act as if I’m still in high school and shit is going o get easier, well it isn’t and its a shame that my mind set is still that of a senior with horrendous senioritis. It’s probably too late now but if i don’t try to change my future then I won’t have one at all. Today is the beginning of my new life. I may have started late but that doesn’t mean I can’t get back in the race. It’s going to take awhile but I know i can do it, well maybe :) haha as long as i try i know I’ll be able to achieve a lil sumthin sumthin ;) 

To your subconcious and all other aspects of your being,

Zachary Alexander Lopez,

P.S. Don’t forget to return the movies back to M.T.C.!

Dear love,

lienabobeanie:

wtfzacharymflopezftw:

lienabobeanie:

I wish your feet were smaller, that way I could wear your kicks.

PS: We better be getting ice cream this weekend. I’m really looking forward to it.

We will definitely get ice cream :)))

NOW SHRINK YOUR FEET<3

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm no <3

:)))

Worst tickle attack ever, but i still love my babykins

Today was pretty decent,

cleaned up the room, hung out with babe and saw Bedfellows,

Gonna go get her book on Saturday and watch Despicable Me :) So hopefully i can get it all done and we can have a bad ass weekend :D

Gonna go hang with Babeh in the morning before work and watch tv and sleep in with her <3 Hopefully i get my car fixed by tomorrow but who knows, Betty’s been gone for a week now D: and now I’m worried about her DD:

Well imma go call babe here in a bit but i had to do this because she asked me to and i love her so here i am, gonna start bloggin more and actually use my tumblr :DD

Goodnight and Have a blessed evening :)